Chapter 2 (Part 2) - Days To Come
In the days to come, Jolentru would train diligently. He would see deep inside himself. At times, he saw things that frightened him. Every now and then, he saw things that made him wonder why he was so different. He had always known he was different, but there were more to these feeling than even he had imagined. As he trained, he became deeply aware that he had to learn to control these things inside him for he would not risk another day like he one with the bullies. That day, that awful day, was only a mere scratch compared to what 'the man' was showing him he could do.
Training consisted of not only physical strength and flexibility exercises, but also some very rigorous exercises of the mind. He would meditate for what seemed like hours, training his mind to see shapes in the blank walls of the various empty rooms. 'The man' had mentioned that each place had meaning and he would learn to differentiate between the rooms in his mind without moving between them in body.
Today, he was in a room he had not been in before. This room was painted all black, so black that it was very hard to tell where the floor ended and the walls began. He sat down and began preparing himself to meditate. Effortlessly, the walls began to shift their shape and images formed. First, a face, a familiar face rimmed with long flowing hair. Then, A pole, tall and slender appeared. The images grew quickly grew clearer. Jolentru jolted himself out of the meditation trance so hard that he slammed against the wall behind him. 'The man' was there standing over him a slim smile on his face. "What you saw was the past, a dark place in your memory, much like the darkness of this room.", 'the man' said. He continued, "You've seen this place before haven't you?" Jolentru wiped the sweat from his brow and gathered his composure. "Yes, it was the night when the bullies jumped me on the way home." "No," 'the man' replied. "You had seen it even before that night, before it even came to pass." Jolentru shivered at the thought. 'The man' was right. He had seen these images over and over and over many times. They were those of his nightmare. Nightmares that he could never remember at all, until now.
At dinner that evening, Jolentru was quiet. Father had noticed many changes in his son, but being quiet was not one of them. Jolentru delighted in telling his Father and Mother about the day's training. Tonight, he sat quietly playing in his food. Mother had tried to talk to him earlier but he shunned away. Father sat watching, wondering what had gone on that would quiet their normally effervescent child. Finally, Jolentru spoke. "I know what the dreams are about." He continued, "I saw the images from the nightmare as though it were real as day. The nightmare was of the day they attacked her out there." Father sat back, a little more than startled than even he expected he'd be. "I thought you couldn't remember your nightmares?", Father asked. Jolentru agreed with a nod because up until now he couldn't remember one glimpse. They continued the discussion throughout dinner.
Jolentru took a walk by himself after dinner. He went down to the street and crossed to the Poly-crete Column. He had avoided this walk for a long time. Tonight, he seemed drawn to it, pulled by the realization that whatever had happened that night was predestined. It was to happen no matter what decisions he made that night. As he stood at the column, he let himself drift off into meditation. He felt the images play through his mind. Yes, these were the images of the nightmare and they played out almost perfectly to the events of that night. The images played over and over. Not just the images, but also the feelings. Then without warning, he felt a presence move in the distance. There was someone watching him.
There was always someone watching him, but this time it was different. He broke himself from the meditation and turned in the direction of the presence. It took him only a moment to find who it was that was watching him. He could not forget that face, her face. She stood across the street at the end of the fence. She blushed as his eyes met hers. That was not the reaction he had expected. He had expected that when they met again, she would cower in fear of him, of what he did. He walked slowly toward her expecting that any minute she would turn and run. She held her ground. He could sense her trembling as he approached so he stopped short. They stood and stared at each other for a long time. All at once, without thought, they said simultaneously, "I'm sorry."
